||Angstridden and drunk
Well that is it, bought my ticket today to Hawaii, I am finally free of this fucking hellhole. My flight leaves tues Nov 25 9:30am direct to Honolulu out of Houston Airport. I can't wait to be gone from here, tho I should have left long ago, but alas I made a very big mistake and stupidly stayed here for someone. But turns out they were nothing but the usual bullshit game playing liar. Tho can't say Im all that surprised, since I moved here, I have done nothing but compromise left and right, and unfortunately have had to compromise even on the quality of women to date out here. At least back in SF on any given night there are at least 10-20 women worth going after, here its about 1 in 1000. And even then they usually only like the sideburn spikey haired buttrocker types that predominate the scene out here. Back in SF I used to date some of the most beautiful women in the scene, here there is just shit to choose from and it comes down to a choice of compromising , either go home alone or date someone who is somewhat "acceptable". Most nights I choose going home alone...
What pisses me off the most tho is I completely wasted my time here and lost everything I worked my ass off for the past 10 years for. I went from on top of the fucking world to a point where I couldnt even eat regularly. Let alone the horrible luck I keep having here. I know a large portion of it is the negativity I have for the place, but it is completely justified, last year I made 6 figure god damn salary, out here I can't even find a stupid piece of shit helpdesk job that I am completely way overqualified for. I know part of that is due to the economy and that fucking idiot Bush, but I could have easily gotten another job out in SF where as here I can't get shit. But things will be better in Hawaii, I love that place, I love the energy out there, I love the weather, hell I even love the rain out there, nice tropical showers. I'll wake up everyday to a paradise instead of a fucking stupid ass hellhole full of losers that Texas seems to be. Tho dont get me wrong, I have met some very good people here, and there are a handfull of people I will miss dearly when I leave, its just compared to other places I have been, the majority of people here seem to be fucking loser retards who haven't a fucking clue.
But I digress, I will be back on top again in Hawaii, Ill have positive energy instead of negative energy and I will find a a good job out there and I will be back on top of the world again with a year. I have the skills and I have the strength to start over yet again.